I want people to live in my world.

I want you all to be the star, or the villain, or the sidekick or someone else complicated whose life is dramatic. I only like people who I can make into characters. If you are extremely well-rounded, likable, consistently kind, but lacking enrapturing stories, mannerisms, or physical traits, I will think you are a boring character. Maybe I secretly just want to write about everyone, and have disdain for feeling uninspired. I am such a bitch! What strange and lofty expectations of humans. Do I even fulfill them? I don't say that many cool things. I do fun things sometimes, and I don't have boring normal aspirations..but am I a character?
I want everyone to act like they are in a book. I would say or a movie, but I hate almost all movies. I feel like I try to characterize myself, too. Is this a weird, creepy problem? Or am I just trying to keep it interesting? I am probably just a silly dreamer destined for disappointment. Hmmm. Does anyone else employ this strange type of discrimination?

Maybe it comes from my upbringing. My sister and I are weirdly typecast. She is good and benevolent and driven, and I am bad and socially kind of pissed and lucky. We usually don't stray from these stereotypes... although we don't maintain them on purpose or anything. Maybe everything comes from our upbringing. MIND FREEZE LOL. I'm trying to write y'all, but you're cramping my style by not doing things that amuse me. Cmon.