Can You Still Feel the Butterflies?

This week I won scratchy lottery tickets twice because I picked the ones with the puppies.
The first time I won twenty dollars!!!!


And I registered and got every class I wanted.


"The time such clumsy time in deciding if it's time.
I'm careful but not sure how it goes.
You can lose yourself in your courage.
The mindless comfort grows when I'm alone with my 'great' plans.
This is what she says gets her through it:
"If I don't let myself by happy now then when?"
If not now when?" - JEW :)