ramble

I have really stopped trying to make everything in my life connect to how I'm eventually going to the moon. it seemed like a nice theme before but now seems pretty silly.
anyways, I really want to lift weights which is really uncharacteristic. I have always relished that being super muscular isn't considered attractive for girls, and have loved consistent power pop punk elliptical workouts. blah blah this is boring who cares. I just found out that the Siegel Center gym is open until midnight! I am going to be sooo sore.

I talked to the mom of the family in Grenoble, France today, and her job is writing the French subtitles for some English programs and movies. This seems like a cool job. She's sweet and her family sounds adorable and where they live is gorgeous. I'm so excited about it!!! September til December. I'd be there for my birthday, Halloween, Thanksgiving, and maybe even Christmas and New Year's! strange...at least the French Père Noel isn't skinny or any of that bullshit. He fills shoes instead of stockings but that is kinda cool.
Also, college in France is public and free, as long as it's not business school. pretty awesome and as far as I can find on the internet, you only need a visa, not citizenship, to attend. there has to be a catch... I feel like this is a scam....hehe

i am obsessed with having a bed like this somewhat soon: